Trip cut short

[chickenfeet]

The Padmini news is not good and I simply can't cope with feeling guilty about K having to deal with the situation on her own and my own deep sadness.  I sat through four brilliant performances in the art song finals this afternoon and felt nothing.  Nothing at all.  Sure I could forensically and bloodlessly dissect the performances but how can one write anything meaningful about music when it's eliciting no emotional response at all.  Bottom line, I'm heading home tomorrow.  What should have been a great time for Katja and I to spend some quality time together has turned into a grisly emotional (and expensive) mess.  I'm not sure when I last had a proper holiday; 2009 I think.

Comments

[sabotabby]

Fuck, I'm so sorry. I wish the two of you could catch a break.

[ironed_orchid]

I'm really sorry.

[mountainkiss]

I'm really, really sorry.

[nanila]

I'm so sorry about Padmini. I hope the trip home is unhindered by logistical problems, at least. Sending love to you and K.

[kalypso]

Very sorry to hear the news about Padmini - my love and sympathy to you all.